Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Getting 49/80 for my Math Mock Exam Paper 1. (:

Anyway, i dont think my posts are very interesting. Think im like, talking to myself! LMAO. Sigh, faster faster faster.. 3 months more to O levels and then freeeeeeeeedom. (: Bye blog!

Day 08 - Short term goals for these few months and why. (Sorry for the late update anyway! No laptop.)

Well, for these few months i just wanna study really hard and score really well for O levels. Well, until November that is. After November i just wanna play like mad for a few weeks and work and earn money like no one's business and become fucking rich. :D Well why? Because O levels is really important and since i've already gone through 3years plus of torture, might as well end the torture in glory. And why play? Cause i like to play! I wanna go Universal Studio, i wanna go drink like mad, i wanna go Malaysia, i wanna go Kukop and relaaaaax. And i wanna work so i can buy anything i want and not have to ask people for money for it. And i want money that i work for and can call truly my own.

Day 07 - A picture of something that has the biggest impact on you.

And i got a iTouch for LOVE. :D SHHH, he still dunno! Hee! Hope he's gonna be soooo happyyyy! :D We're gonna celebrate our 10th month soon! & im gonna give him early so he can listen to music and play games in the train & at camp. (: YEY.

Didn't do yesterday so gonna do two today. :D Is anyone even reading this? LMAO. Okay here goes..

Day 06 - Favourite superhero and why

Well superman! Cause he's really cool. :D And i like his logo & his underwear on the outside. But i like Spiderman more cause Spiderman is seriously rad. :D Love them all! :D

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you've been to

Well this is FLYER! Haha, quite awhile back actually. But i really like this place and it holds special memories with these girls and an ex. (: Plus i've always loved this place cause i like the view there. :D

See ya'll tomorrow!

Day 04 - A habit you wish you didn't have.

Smoking! :/ Sigh. D: FYI! Im not addicted, it's just habitual.

Despicable Me - TV Spot: Stutter

LOVE THIS VIDEO! AND THE MOVIE

I tried to find pictures of ALL my friends already and this is almost there i guess! They rock! :D

Day 02 - Meaning behind your Tumblr/Blogger name.

Scarlet-clouds@bs.com.

Well, i guess because it sounds nice, to me! And i was in a place where my imagination was running wild and i wondered 'what if clouds were scarlet.' Its like, being in a world where everything is different from now, maybe even a more perfect world. (:

I CANT WAIT FOR DAY 03 AND SO ON. CAN I POST NOW? ):

Hi! Nothing to post about recently so i found this on Maxine's blog and decided to do it! Starting today!

30 days about myself (And if you hate me, fuck off then! :D)

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 facts about yourself

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr/Blogger name

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

Day 04- A habit you wish you didnt have

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you've been to

Day 06- Favourite superhero and why

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you

Well, so. Theres a mooooost recent picture of me! :D And lets get it started then..

1. I am afraid of the dark. :/

2. I am claustrophobic. :d

3. I love cartoons!

4. I love James Maslow!

5. I am shy. And im not kidding.

6. But im really noisy when i know you.

7. I dont really have a favourite food.

8. I want to live in America.

9. I wouldn't mind writing essays everyday of my life.

10. My dream is to be an author/magazine editor.

11. I really like sports.

12. Im really vain and narcissistic.

13. I dont really have a sister.

14. Im lying.

15. I like to lie like that. HAHA. :D

Love ya'll!

This is a super picture heavy post and if you have comments, i dont care! Unless they're good ones. HAH. Well first one was taken at SEMGARDEEEENNENENENENENE around 2 weeks ago? :D Why so many pictures? STUPID GIRL TOOK SO LONG TO SEND ME. LMAO. GOT LIKE 755 PHOTOS. Not here la. (: And this picture was the 2ND time i use faux eyelashes. ;D )

And this is just a really retarded picture @ Mos Burger while eating corn soup! :D YEY CORN.
Vivo city, sky park. After sentosa. See my blushy face! ):
AND MY BOYFRIENDS CURLEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HAIR. :D I took so long to force him to smile. ): He so unhappy to take picture with me meh. ):
AND, I NEVER KNEW MY HAIR WAS THIS FREAKING BROWN LO! OMGOMGOMG.
HAHA SEE OUR WHITE FACE. Crazy girl take picture in MRT, hai me so paiseh. D: D: D:
CAMWHORECAMWHORE.
I like this picture. :D My cheeks look super fluffy, eh funny word to use! But it was at Boyfriends house while waiting for him to come home! (:
And the asshole catching me in action of retarded acts!
OH SENTOSA. :D It was a pretty good day! Although i didnt get a tan. ): Thats my brother Brandon by the way! :D He's so cute right! HAHA.
And one of the only nicest pictures we took! :D Was quite..ahem in our bikinis! ): Skinny girls are so fortunate..
CAMWHORE.
Melissasxz birthday! :D Like this pic ttm.
HAHA SEE HIS FUGGIN BIG EYES! OMG. AND THE FUGGIN BIG CARDS!
Another time @ Sheesha. (:
My belated birthday with ex-CA. :D Love them still.
Asshole takes candid of poor me. Look like i veliveli white!
Well thats it! :D HEEEE. K BYE. :d Nah, today went town and bought A LOT. Like a dress which costs 53!!! OMGOMGOMG la! But its really nice so its okay i guess. And a skirt, and two shirts (one's PEACEEEEEEEEEEE. (Y) ) And erm, i dont remember anymore.. Shoes..and erm.. i think thats it! :D Love ya'll! So happy today! Despicable Me 3D tomorrow with PIGBOY. :D (Y)

Sitting infront of this goddamn monitor, im just feeling super depressed. Maybe i'd be better off dead. Because of a pure misunderstanding, i suppose my closest friend thinks im a bitch. And because i've changed. In what way i've changed, i do not know. Previously, i was a bitch, then apparently i got better, and now im back to Bitch City. Awesome, so..in short, i am born to be a bitch, and a very bad friend. So theres one area of my life i can forget about. Oh and not forgetting being a very bad girlfriend too! Rocks to be me, really. I just can't be understanding and can't give in oh and i spend too much time with my friends. (: Oh yea! I also become very indifferent to everyone because i've gotten a lot more friends since getting into this relationship. So now i'm a cold hearted, useless, bitchy, uncaring, self-absorbed and two faced friend/girlfriend/goodfriend/acquataince and whatever you think i am. So if Life has decided to bring me all this fucked up challenges. Then i think..i'd rather give up. I just feel like fucking crying my whole goddamn cold-blooded heart out now. And then maybe i'll cry to death! I try to be a better friend, and i end up being a fucking mistake of a friend. I try to be a better student and i end up being a teacher's worst mother fucking nightmare. I try to be a good daughter and i end up as a mother fucking useless daughter who only knows how to spend. And last but not fucking least. I try to be a good girlfriend. And i end up being the fucking problematic, oversensitive loser of a girlfriend. Hey God! If you're listening! TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS GODDAMN JOKE OF A PLANET AND CUT THIS FUCKING JOKE OF A LIFE SHORT, JUST END THIS FREAKING TORTURE ALREADY. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

Droplets of sheer pain trickle past my lips,
Falling to the floor barely making a sound.
Now, the gleaming marble tiles are stained,
Reflecting a pain so pure.
Every living being wishes to be an angel.
We live to be handkerchiefs; to wipe of a dear friend's tears.
We live to be the wind; blowing away all our beloved's frustrations.
We live to be the sea; to wash away the sorrow of the Earth.
We live to be the sun; to be the light in a loved one's darkest days.
And yet, today brings me the pain of a thousand centuries.
It has reminded me of the sins i have committed,
The unforgivable mistakes i have made.
Left to swallow my own pride and choke back my tears,
I am now nothing more than a spot of dust.
So tell me now, if someone has failed to exist and live even,
Where does she go?

HELLO. LOOK AT MY HANDSOME FATFAT. :D But he needs to cut hair soon. ): Anyway! Sihao called last night and asked us to go down Sem Garden & that he had opened Martellll! Wish AQY was there but didn't wanna ask cause she got school tomorrororororow. UNLIKE ME. :D
It was pretty fun @ Sem last night i guess..kind of. LOL. Left at like 12plus. So..zz, haha! First time i went home to sleep! Anyway! 4E5 TODAY RAINING GO PASIR RIS PARK UHHH. HAHAHAHAHHAA. :D Lucky me! And! I slept til 11.20 @ home. WAHHHH. :o
Well, this white shit you see on me & Fatfat's face is a PORE SERUM MASK. :D And we look super horrible and he crazy wanted to take picture so bad. LOL. But 1. Its damn good. 2. It really makes your pores smaller. 3. It makes your face damn smooth. 4. Its whitening too. HEH! Well my mum keep forcing me to eat when im doing stuff, IRRITATED LIKE HELL. SO BYE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D

Hello people! Say hi to my bitches butt! :D (She WILL kill me for this.) But anyway, im just real bored at home. Cause im done with almost all my homework, first time right? So i have nothing better to do and i wont blog about school cause everyone knows what its like.

OH AND, Heres my boyfriend. And yes, he will kill me for this too. :D I dedicate this post to him because it is.. OUR NINTH MONTH TODAY. :D Yes, its my longest relationship and im really happy to be with the majorly cute and puipui dude here. :D He's the best boyfriend, trust me. (Just look at those dimples man.)

Say hello to my epic and gross picture! HEH. And i know its in some funny position, i dont know why is it like, not straight. But whatever! Heh. Today is probably the 7and1/2 year we have known each other and if you have a friend like her, you would probably go mad so only i can be friends with her okay? :D But if you do have a good friend, more like a best friend cause she's SO NOT my soulmate cause she likes to stick glitter on her nose and i dont, you should cherish that friend. Cause that friend will probably be one of the only friends that will stick by you thick and thin.

HARHAR. AND THIS IS ME BEING NARCISSTIC. I find this picture fugly but it was when i first cut my fringe this way and im sticking to it! WOO. So if you ever need a haircut, find me okay? My house has a lot of bowls. (Oh shit i need to get my portfolio done and here i am..)

Ah well, heres the bitch acting like her eyes so goddamn big. HEH. And i loooooooooooooooooooov this picture cause its nice. So anyway heres my blogpost for today. :D LOVE YA'LL.

HAPPY NINTH MONTH DEAR.