We'll build a bridge of love between two worlds,

Things have changed a lot since i've been with L. Friendships have faded, new ones bloom. Its amazing how one relationship can change my life. I dont know if i should feel like its a blessing or if its a curse. Somehow, there are always some things, some people we can never let go of it life. It seems that no matter how much is buried under the hatchet, true friendship always pulls through. I've lost many friends already, i dont wanna lose another one. But i can't seem to keep them all. I think im really greedy.. I do realize though, that if L isn't around, Qiyin isn't around, Mel isn't around..i probably have no life. Like now. Mel has LG. Qiyin is prolly sleeping. And L is in camp. So here i am @ home blogging. See. No life. I wonder how i'll live without Mel&AQY. Think im super dependant on them. But i dont know what they think of me & the friendship. Because every corner i take, things seem to change. I seem to change every week. & No one seems to accept me. Am i such a bad person?