Hi world. Yesterday went on some mad shopping spree with Qiyin. It was a fruitful spree. No, i didnt have like 10shopping bags dangling from my arms. I just simply got very good stuff. And so did she i hope. But she always doesnt wear things she buy. Rich woman. Hee. Anyway, i think rompers are cool and i got this really really cool romper at Far East. And this absolute comfortable and really nice parka from Uniqlo. Me and Qiyin got the same one! The only difference is she looks like a walking lime and i dont. (: She also got this 3/4 sleeve shirt that will turn her into a walking orange. HAHA. She will be super striking. And. One point to list. I HATE ORANGE. Fugly colour. Its so bright and..so..bright..and not..nice..and bright.. OKAY ENOUGH. Shut up. Anyway. Besides that..Nothing else really caught our eyes. Or maybe did but y'know, not practical, didnt feel like buying it..whatever. We both spent loads yesterday. Although i only bought 2 things, i dont know where my money flew to. Maybe the 3 meals. Getting fat. ): Anyhoo. Uniqlo at 313@Somerset got alot of _________. Hor qiyin hor! Really have alot lor! LOL. And its exclusively at Uniqlo 313 only. HAHA. And she made me change in the mens department. As in strip the parka off me and blahblahblah. Okay this is boring you right. But it was fun. I wanna slim down, anyway. Im so fugly and fat. Hmm. Anyway. Then we headed down to chillax at Ahlong's workplace, in some way. And i found out annoying things and got annoyed and became annoying and got annoyed at. I did not deserve to get annoyed at. Not that i have the rights to get annoyed. But someone annoyed me so i got annoyed and he got the balls to get annoyed at me. So annoying. Okay whatever. Im still not in the mood to talk to Mr. Annoy-Dawn. Sigh. Whatever. Studying today with Ms Ang. Gonna wear my Uniqlo parka with the Kiss Me With Kiehls badge i stole from Kiehls. OH HAHA. SOMETHING STUPID. Ms Ang wanted cotton candy from Kiehls yesterday and tried to make me go take it. And its so embarrassing and stuff to go up and say 'Can i have the cotton candy?'. Especially when its free. And its so cheapo. So i walked past and guess what. I didnt even have to ask. He just gave it to me. Haha! And i kept telling Ms Ang that im cute enough. HAHA. So shameless. Well did alot of stupid things yesterday la. Like my stupid pictures. Gosh. Kay whatever. Red bull gives you wings.
Its a sad day. A sad sad day. I know i have a attitude problem. And i get mad so easily. But this time, im too numb to get mad. This time, im so upset and disappointed in you i just wanna give up. Give up trying to tell you to do the right things, to think properly before you do anything. You can do whatever you want, i dont wanna care anymore. I swear. Im not perfect, like anyone else, im not perfect. But you never see the best of me. No way in hell am i giving in this time. For lying to you all the times before, i apologize. From the depths of my heart, i know i shouldnt have lied to you. Im sorry, truly am. But you. Keeping things from me and lying to me. Now i know how much it hurts. You suck. You suck for breaking my heart. I miss how you used to treat me differently. I've lost so many people in my life that its just so painful when i think of it. You have created a new experience for me to cry about. Why. Why did you have to lie to me. Why did you have to do sometihng i utterly hate. Why. Thought you loved me enough to give up your world for me.
Love is an illusion.
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