When you're happy on the outside, and broken on the inside.,

Hellloooooo. As usual, am in the lab for F&N now. Omg my blog is so dead. No one wants to read already. Sigh so sad. Anyway. Do you find that its so common that couples quarrel? Too common really. Really hate it. To the core. And i want a freaking dog! ): And i wanna shop. But im so broke. Used my allowance to get Brendas cake. HOHO. THAT REMINDS ME.
HAPPY SWEETSIXTEEN BRENDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
LOL. Everyone's birthday is coming and going. Really cant wait for mine. Hope i can get the place i wanna book. Really do. I know 16 is no biggie when you're 18 and all that, but to a 16 year old, it's pretty cool y'know. LOL dont know what i am talking about. All i know is i wanna get over with O LEVELS! But im really scared about it at the same time. Y'know its like, Tourism course is 15point (L1R4). Masscom is 10. (WTH!) And optometry is 13. Sigh. And its like, English A1-D7, Math same, and 1-7 for POA/Humans and also two other subjects. Including science i think. Its really really hard. Maybe i'll get 28 and go Nursing. Sigh! I dont want. ): Ngee Ann! Wait for me!

Sometimes, the longer you know someone, the more you know the person.
But on the other hand, sometimes, the longer you know someone, the more of a stranger the person becomes. And you start to not know what that person is thinking anymore.
Sometimes, the past just comes and haunts you. And your heart just breaks into two again. Its just so hard to let go. Its just so hard to stop thinking about everything and everyone that broke you. Sometimes, you feel like you just want to be everything he wants, everything he needs. You just forget everything and try to be happy. But you end up being treaded upon. And it leaves deep marks in your heart. Deep, incurable marks. From time to time, these marks sting so bad they make you cry. And you just crumble. You just roll yourself into a ball on your bed and bawl your eyes out. Its just so hard. So hard when life catches up with you.
Im sorry i couldnt wear your halo.