We'll build a bridge of love between two worlds,

Hahahaha been out so many days and yet i have no pictures. THIS SHOWS HOW MUCH I DONT CAMWHORE! LOLOL. ANYWAY IM SO FUCKING JEALOUS OF ANGQIYIN BECAUSE SHE GOT A FUCKING LV BAG! TMD YOU! ): And i want a Chanel wallet. I dont care, im gonna 'xian' my daddy into buying me one for my sixteenth birthday. I DONT WANT POOL TABLE ALREADY. HMPH! LOL. Then you'll hear me say 'Wanted it, threw a tantrum, and got it' JUST LIKE MY ___________. ;D Anyway, i havent met some friends thru the whole holidays. (Like i promised Jieyun to go out with her but never, HAHAHAHAH oops. :x) And Ahdor who has been gone half my holidays. LOL aww so sad, hai. Spent my holidays with my brother who claims that he treats me so damn well when actually he's like, a hypocrite. Tmd, i paaid 40bucks to find out what kinda person you are. As my daddy says, 40bucks is cheap to find out what kinda cheap person you are. You think you're so smooth eh? Yea, im grateful for your company and your listening ear, no doubt. But i cant believe that you're just another hypocrite. You took advantage of my trust and friendship. I dont hate you, but i dont like you either. You isolate yourself from me, then you lose my friendship completely. I hope you have a good life ahead, just start being real and stop being such a smooth talker, making people believe you're someone you're not. Okay, enough of that brother of mine, i will never call him brother again. You know that feeling of betrayal? Yea, thats it. I just hope he keeps my secrets and doesnt backstab me. HE'D BETTER. Okay, holidays have been great except for ONE hungover day. HAHAHA, i had a really extremely bad hangover after getting drunk. I WILL NEVER GET DRUNK AGAIN, I SWEAR. Its horrible. ): Martell 2 days in a row, gosh. Then i had to have my period, wth. Sigh, oh well. Well! Its almost the 22nd, its gonna be g-reat! And then the 24th with Xinhao & co. And not forgetting TRYING to get presents for my girlfriends like AQY..Lyn..Jieyun..Dorisa..Melissa.. I realize over the holidays i've only been close to these few girls. Haha! SO SAD. ): Its okay, having a few close friends is enough. And out of those 5, like..4 are crazy and one has OCD. :/ I attract psychos. HAHA JUST KIDDING, I LOVE YA'LL.
Boyfriend, i dont pick things to quarrel with you. I tell you what i feel uncomfortable about. We barely quarrel, and its great. In a few more days, you'll be my longest. And i want that. You said you always felt like you arent as good as other people and all that. But you're the best to me. Damn..You treat me sooo well, i dont even deserve it. AND YOU KNOW YOU TREAT ME WELL AND WONT STOP SAYING IT. LOL. But well..No matter how many guys im close with, how cold i am to you.. You gotta know that i love you. Truly truly love you. I love you for who you are, except that you're sooooo guailan lor! Haha, but yea, you are who you are and i love you for that. You just need to stop being so guailan! LOL. We're gonna get a bigbigbigbig house and a supersuper cute dog and im gonna burn a hole in your wallet and all your pockets on furniture and a bigbigbig wedding okay! And i wanna go Maldives for honeymoon! HEH. Then after that we must go Rome..And Paris..And Europe..New York.. And Italy! And Los Angeles.. Haha, i love you! And i promise i will never leave you. I promise. {:

All my love, Dawn.