Better by far should you forget and smile, than should you remember and be sad.

Saturday, May 1

Hey. Its been a long long time! And now Mid-year exams have started. But things are okay i guess. Have been spending lots of time with Waimean and all. :D And..recently had a life! Instead of staying at L's house all day. Went Bugis to sheesha and celebrate Mel's 15th. We also had a steamboat and she ate like..3-4bowls of rice. For a really skinny girl, she has a fucking big appetite. For rice. Rofl! And have been playing a lot of MAHJONG recently. Yes, its an addiction. Haha! But am super bored now. At Wenhui's place with Gavin and Nelson. They're playing texas poker and i woke up at 3.30am and showered and left my house. For nothing. Fucking bored now, fucking. bored. Yesterday met up with Alex and went Sim Lim. Then walked around Orchard with Celeste & Jiajun. Lol got a pair of pumps. Like finally. Ehh. Need to go Loyang Point. ): Who wants to go with me? ): Anyway im bored. Shall go find something to do. (But theres nothing to do. Fucking bored.) TTFN.

Melissa, cheer up okay? :D There are things in life that we cannot control and dont understand why in the world it happened. And it breaks us from the inside out. We feel the pain every minute, every second and it hurts so much we cant take it anymore. But we know theres no escape. It takes time, a lot of time. And no joke, it's gonna hurt long time. In everything, remember this. You still have people around you who care for you. Your guy isn't the only one who cared for you and loved you. Love is a joke, a big fat joke. And you just gotta laugh it off sometimes. Laugh at yourself for being dumb and listening to his lies. Laugh at yourself for falling for a jerk. Laugh at yourself for not knowing he was just another player. Laugh at yourself for believing in the first place. But still, there is someone waiting for you. Somewhere, out there, someone's waiting for your love and waiting to love you. No man is worth your tears. Cry your share and take this experience as a learning experience, a beautiful memory that is stained by his asshole-ness. (: Love you ttm.

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