Better by far should you forget and smile, than should you remember and be sad.

Friday, December 4

People always tell you, dont have regrets in life. You dont have enough time to regret. You only live life once, dont regret. If only it was so simple to see when that experience hits you and you have to be able to foresee the rough patch ahead. If only it was so simple to see that the decision you are planning to make will cause you to regret. Regrets. Really, what are they? Basically wishing you had chosen a different path? A different choice? Well, sometimes..the fact that you chose to take the opportunity at that point in time, when you jump at that chance, you dont think of what happens next. All you know is you're following your heart, even if its rash and impulsive. So what the hell is this regret thing all about?
So was letting go of this a bad decision? A regret i will come to hate myself for? No. I dont think so. I may have lost them. And many more. And no doubt it makes me want to cry every single time because i miss the affection and love of these people i called family only coming to know that my one decision could change how close we were and the bonds we had. But no, i dont regret. I dont regret..

Sometimes..just moving on with life helps alot. Living each day as a gem on its own. Dont look back and dont think about tomorrow.. I did. And i really got to see the beauty of each day in itself and cherish all these sweet times with people i enjoy spending time with.







Maybe just slow down.. Forget it all. And capture moments and keep them dear in my heart. I still dont believe, til now, that time heals wounds. But these pictures are..'memory in the raw' (Sherlyn), and they remind me of everything i have to live for. So many what ifs, and whys, and how comes. But maybe..for once, i should just stop and say, thank you. Stop thinking bout controlling time and space, bout turning back time and wishing i could've done things diffrently but just living the moment. Should remember the reason why i fell in love and found my dear friends in the first place, the little things and the way my loved ones look forlornly into the sky, the way their adorable gestures cause me to smile, the way they stutter in their speech, the way we make fun and tease each other. So many things im sure everyone identifies with.. Why dont i just start cherishing peoples presence and be grateful for it every single day, instead of worrying about tomorrow..about what i did and about all that? To be someone's someone, you gotta be that someone.. Thats how i should do things from today.
The wind will bring it all back someday. Just like how everything goes with the wind.

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