We'll build a bridge of love between two worlds,

Met up with Isaac recently. And have seen how much we both have changed. That was his birthday, {: Anyway! Have been thinking alot about..how things would be now if i had chosen a different path back in March. If i had stayed on in Hope. Looking through many pictures..from the beginning of time (exagerrating :x), until Unstoppable camp. What if that camp, i went back, a full-fledged child of His again? What if. But life's different now. And sometimes, no matter how much you wonder, even if you wanna do things the same way and go back in time. Things will never be the same. Not anymore. Two words; what if. Yes, i have let so many people down.. But i dont know if they still remember me & care. Not like they used to care, for sure. Maybe its the insecurity issue rising up again. I miss whatever i had back there. Yet come to think of it, how is it even possible to gain it back just the way it was? Everyone's gone now. Long gone.